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i hadn't been much of writer lately
maybe it's the workload or the time
or it's the feel and heart to write kinda fade bit by bit
i really hope not the last reason

i couldn't really blame on the workload
because if it is the workload
i wouldn't be able to surf the net even for a second
i seldom give excuses
i only give excuses when i seriously do not have the heart to do anything or go anywhere

i've been adjusting myself in working life for few months
though the company has not yet expand into a bigger and grander organization as it supposed to
i somehow managed to get myself entangled with various kinds of office politics
and dang it!
it ain't fun or great T_T
oh well~~~
i was going to write some more
but i have some work to settle first
let this be first part of the story
i have to keep it mysterious enough for it to be interesting
i'm not that excellent in writing okay~~~
okay...let's end part 1

abruptly.