-pi day-

thank you google~~~~~!!!
i can never stop to be amused and surprised
to whatsoever days and celebration that people commemorate for
i never knew that we have Pi Day
and it's today
it's all thanks to google search engine
their today's logo is so unique that it turns on my curiosity mode
and woila~~~~
it's Pi Day today!

-kerja pembersihan-

sudah berapa kurun sudah aku tidak singgah ke sini ya?
bukan aku sudah lupakan secara total perihal ruang legar di alam maya ini
hampir setiap hari aku lawat
hanya hadir sekadar pembaca senyap (silent reader)
dan hari ini...aku mahu sedikit perubahan....
maka ini sedikit sebanyak cerita baru dari aku

agak lama aku tak berkongsi cerita dan cerekarama di sini kan?
dah hampir 5 bulan aku tidak bersua muka dengan pengarang jantung intan berlian permata hati aku
aku di borneo sini
dia nun di tanah semenanjung sana
laut cina selatan perlu direntas jika mahu bersua
dan ya....
aku rindu teramat
aku pinta tiada yang lain
aku pohon padaNya agar ditetapkan hati kami berdua dan dipertemukan jodoh
kami hanya mampu berusaha...selebihnya aku serahkan pada yang hak

seperti ramai yang tidak tahu
tapi aku sudah lama berhenti kerja dari company yang dari taiwan itu
ada isu yang tidak dapat dielakkan
maaf Hanis sebab tidak bisa untuk aturkan sesuatu untuk kamu di situ
lepas berhenti kerja...aku jadi penganggur berbayar
aku turuti training program yang dianjurkan oleh pihak Biotech Corp
tiada apa aku sesalkan selama aku menjadi penganggur pada tika itu
tapi hampir-hampir juga aku putus asa
pabila seorang demi seorang jumpa lubuk rezeki masing-masing
hampir hilang motivasi diri tapi masih mampu untuk berusaha
kerana itu, aku peroleh inspirasi untuk mencari kerja
aku menjadi seorang job hunter yang vicious
baik kerja itu di tanah semenanjung mahupun di sarawak
segala aku cuba
bagi aku, adaptability itu penting
aku tidak mencari kerja yang glamour
yang bagi pulangan dan wang berpuluh ribu tiap bulan
target aku hanyalah untuk mendapatkan kerja yang sesuai dengan kelayakan, sesuai dengan jiwa, serasi dengan aku
satu kerja yang bukan saja halal
tapi menyenangkan hati aku
kerana bagi aku....tiada kerja yang susah
yang buat kerja itu susah, hanyalah diri sendiri

dan oleh kerana perseverance, patience and tawakal aku pada yang Satu
aku ketemu apa yang aku cari
setelah aku apply pada awl bulan 2
mereka minta aku ambil essay test dan hasilkan satu karya ilmiah dalam tempoh 1/2 jam (ya...kerja gila)
dan setelah aku tunggu selama hampir sebulan
aku akhirnya terima jawapan yang aku tunggu-tunggu
aku akan kembali ke alam pekerjaan isnin nanti (15th/03/2010)
aku tidak mahu lupa akan tarikh itu
tiada lain yang aku pohon
aku pohon agar ditetapkan hati aku untuk kerja ini

doakan aku berjaya di sana...

oh ya....
aku rindu sama teman-teman juga
sama Ecah, Hanis, Emma, Etta, Nad dan seterusnya
apa khabar kalian?
harap tidak dilupakan aku di sarawak ini

dan buat kekasih...
bila ya kita bisa bersua?

-back to basic-

how long has it been since i last publish an entry here
i know it has been ages
quite some time long that the settings in my blog went haywire
i kinda withdrew myself from my virtual lair for quite some time

i have returned to basic
again
i have no idea as well what i've gotten myself into this time
but i do believe, the grass greener on the other side of fence
i had always believe that in due time, there will be a slot for me
if i'm patient enough

anyways
i've returned to the times attending classes
listening to lectures
meeting new friends
getting some new networks
gaining new knowledge and sharpening my then acquired knowledge
i've resigned from my previous job
i did not hate the job
i did not hate the company
it's the environment that i despise
but still....it is a bitter sweet moment that i had never had an inch of regret
now i'm back and returned to classes
hanging and lingering around
looking and hunting for the next job
i would be back in the action
soon...i hope~~~

i'm still in the class
waiting for the next lecture to come
but even if the lecture started
my eyes never seems tired of reading whatsoever material i can get on the web
my fingers never want to cease from prancing on the keyboard (well...once i started to type though)
i will try to update once a while


p/s: i missed my blue lion so much....though we are miles apart...i have to thank the ease of text messaging and phone calls =)

-end of year havoc-

haish~~~~
i have been on and off writing and babbling here in my virtual space
not that i actually stopped writing
i never did
but it just that i felt my writing becoming way dull than it ever been
see???
even my grammars are running all over the place now

anyways
december arrived in a blink of an eye
really didn't realize that 2009 is nearing its end
with this year coming to its end
there are sure heck of activities going on
i had been busy for the last two weeks
juggling work at the office and work at home
not that i'm turning to a housewife
but my family are going to transfer to our home sweet home

Home Sweet Home!

okay~~~
it doesn't look like much of a house as yet
but it will be furnished and bling bling cleaned in few days
or so i hope!
and yes!
finally....my family get to live in our own house
not that we are homeless all these years
but with the nomad habit of my family
it's hard to get a house of our own

oh well
i hope things go well for the house and the transfer
there are heaps of workload to do
but i am optimist things will turn out fine
i always look on the bright side of life
why bother to make your life dull right?

oh ya....
forgot to mention
currently i'm actively job hunting for another job
not that i hate the job i have now
but i despise the people i have to confront everyday in the office
i'm only 23 with a fresh, young and vibrant look
i want to stay and look that way
i don't to age faster with the kind of reluctant i have to feel every single day
if you happen to know a friend of a friend of a friend
who have a contact of his friend of a friend that needs new recruit
just drop me the bombshell ya~~~ =)

okay....
enough with the whatsoever mumbles
i'll see when will the next entry be

-blog cleaning-

crap!

-wipe-wipe-

when was the last time the author stopped by and actually cleans this blog?
the dusts would be 3 inches thick around this time -literally-

wow....
it's fascinating isn't it?
december is here already
it seems like yesterday when i waved my friends and my bluelion goodbye at the campus (note: i didn't even get the chance to see my blue lion on the last day on campus okay)
even now that i started working
i've been busy looking for other jobs
how i much wanted to throw myself into action
and acquire technical skills
i really loved my engineering degree you see
it's not easy to get let alone to gain
i even failed few papers first before i actually graduated with second class upper

did you remember how ecstatic i was
when i was accepted as the permanent staff
just within very few months
my ecstatic and euphoric feelings declined greatly
i even suffered from major gastric pain for one whole week because of the company's management team
and i had never been so much determined to actually get hooked on another job
hopefully somewhere in the peninsula
i guess i'm the type of people
who really likes to jeopardize my harmony and easy going life
and throw myself into a rat race world
well...it's the disadvantage to be young and wild

anyways...
wish me well
on getting another job
by end of this year
i really need to get out of this crappy job i'm doing now

-remisnicing-

i hadn't been much of writer lately
maybe it's the workload or the time
or it's the feel and heart to write kinda fade bit by bit
i really hope not the last reason

i couldn't really blame on the workload
because if it is the workload
i wouldn't be able to surf the net even for a second
i seldom give excuses
i only give excuses when i seriously do not have the heart to do anything or go anywhere

i've been adjusting myself in working life for few months
though the company has not yet expand into a bigger and grander organization as it supposed to
i somehow managed to get myself entangled with various kinds of office politics
and dang it!
it ain't fun or great T_T
oh well~~~
i was going to write some more
but i have some work to settle first
let this be first part of the story
i have to keep it mysterious enough for it to be interesting
i'm not that excellent in writing okay~~~
okay...let's end part 1

abruptly.

-BCCK-

no~~~
that ain't any abbreviation for any boy bands thought it has that kind of commercial value
it stands for Borneo Convention Centre Kuching
what i would like a sister to KLCC
but very grand in a way
though its location is not really that strategic
but it's grand because it has spaces to 'park' yacht!

oh~~~
why am i so excited tell tales about BCCK?
i will be spending a couple of days maybe three down in BCCK
will be joining the company in Malaysia Global Business Forum
it's a grand event since it involves two countries
Bosnia-Herzegovina and Malaysia
Sarawak is the host this year!

and what excites me more
my all time idol will be attending the seminars and round table sessions
it's Tun Dr Mahathir Mohammad we're talking here!
so far...i have no luck as yet meeting him face to face
i'd really love to at least catch a glimpse of him
i adore that man
be it a 5 long hours speech
i would be listening eagerly and intensely
though i don't really read much of his papers and books
but i followed his blog
and i really anticipate moments at BCCK
who knows i'll have much luck meeting him or watching his back from a far T_T

about the forum
it's a big event and you can have much more info here www.malaysiaglobalbusinessforum.com
this is only the preview
i'll be making sure to snap pictures all the way
and post it on facebook =)

anyways
been so long since my last post
i spent much time blog reading nowadays
and only blog here when i'm to ecstatic about something
this being one of it =)
will be coming over soon