-to forgive and forget-

forgiveness

one word
easy to pronounce
easy to talk about
but hard to accomplish

once hatred entrapped our soul
it's hard to remember that the word "forgive" exist in our vocabulary

i learned to forgive people
forgive those whom detest me
whom often execute punishment upon me even i pleaded "not guilty"
whom often try hard to find my slackness

it is hard at first
i always fight back
i always mock them back

then it hits me
why should i fight back?
why should i mock them?
it makes me a resemblance of the dog
that barks
and barks
and barks all along

it is rather tiring actually
to fight back
to make people see
and realize
that i am not what people say i am....negatively

i know where i stand
i know my limits
i know myself

and for that
i forgive those harsh words
i forgive those cruel judgments
i forgive those hard acts upon me

with wide open heart
and smile

it never hurt right?
to forgive and to forget

=)