-silence-

those who are at home
laughing and sharing with loved ones
i envy you

those who are at home
talking and fighting with loved ones
i envy you

those who are at home
laying around and doing house chores with your loved ones
i envy you

i envy you
cause silence is closing in me
surrounding me
without mercy
without warning

*sigh*

i watched the evening's news
the news is just merely about things that happened out there
today
but then
those tears came out
without me noticing

i was cursing myself
for being easy and weak
but i could never ever deny
that i am
relentlessly weak
for i am alone
away from home
surrounded by this silence

*teary*