6/25/2009

-tekanan-

saat ini aku merasakan sedikit tertekan
tekanan dan stress sedikit sebanyak mula datang menyinggah
barangkali saja untuk menyapa aku

oleh kerana tekanan yang tidak segan silu datang bertandang
maka aku perlu lari ke ruang aku ini untuk menghalau mereka pergi
agar leher aku tidak tegang
dan jiwa aku tenang untuk teruskan dengan urusan

ada dua penyebab utama tekanan aku hari ini
pertamanya ialah urusan kerja di office
tekanan yang dirasa teramat sama tika menyiapkan kerja-kerja plant design semester lepas
kerana kerja yang aku perlu uruskan sekarang adalah hal ehwal kerja yang sangat berkait rapat dengan plant design
aku sedikit lega kerana aku tidak perlu risau akan mass/mole balance
pun begitu
kerja-kerja cash flow bukan juga satu kerja yang mudah
ya...aku kini work closely with our accountant
well...she has the harder works
tapi aku cukup sakit jiwa untuk mencari dan revise kembali harga-harga machine dan equipment di pasaran
merasa sakit jiwa sehebat mana pun
aku masih mampu siapkan kerja-kerja yang diberi
cuma bila mana kerja-kerja diberi pada aku berturut-turut
keadaan itu bisa buat aku lemas
fortunately, i'm still alive

asbab kedua tekanan aku
encik singa biru aku hilang tanpa khabar
dan ya aku teramat risau
sekiranya anda di luar sana
mengenali encik singa biru kesayangan aku
sila sampaikan salam rindu aku
serta pesanan "sila hidupkan handphone anda pada tiap masa"
pada encik kamal...
sekiranya anda ada menemui encik singa biru KEPUNYAAN AKU
sila jaga batas anda ketika bersama dia
dan tak usah anda bersusah payah untuk membuatkan aku di sini cemburu
kerana aku tidak gusar kalau anda yang mengada
oleh kerana aku risau dan tertekan
silalah sampaikan berita ini pada encik singa biru

6/24/2009

-chaotic-

chaotic
there is no other better word to describe today's atmosphere in the office
the office is such in a chaos mood all the way from this morning

want to know the almost detailed chronology?
well this morning i spent HALF AN HOUR in front of the office because the lady next door FORGOT to open the gate
then when we managed to get inside
i was about to settle down and proceed with my assigned SIX proposals that is supposedly to be completed by this week
but only after half an hour into my work
i was assigned a NEW task by my boss

then i ended up helping our accountant with the CASHFLOW
well of course i don't blame her
she just reported for work in this chaotic office earlier this week
and she only have some basic knowledge on the process and projects by this company
still i don't blame her because me myself is learning and adjusting too
so i managed to helped her through the machineries and equipments
and we did managed to complete the phase one cash flow
my plant design project helped me big time in these two weeks
all i need was brief explanation and off i go for information

well
my university did well in preparing myself to go through this journey
although i spent all those four years in resentment and complaining about various stuff
in a way i am thankful

*pat myself on the back*

6/23/2009

-business plan-

yes i know~~~
i've learnt how to write up proposals and business plans before
i thought i have them all stored in my hdd and pendrives
but man i was so wrong

before i forgot on the points of what i should write in my logbook
i shall jot it down here

yesterday?
basically had nothing much to do
well of course i finished up my text for dr ray's speech
then i tried to finish up the shrimp proposal but i was too lazy to do them

today?
frankly...
i had nothing much to do since morning
then right after lunch a bunch of works are piled up for me
~sigh~
and all of them are PROPOSAL and BUSINESS PLAN!
now i have to join forces with my internship-mate to finish up all SIX proposals in both words and slideshow
how cool is that?
oh~~~
all of them are supposed to be handed in by the end of this week

but again...
since i was too shocked upon the tasks
i end up doing nothing until now
because i am so cramped with information
and what make things worst
all of the data and information are so haywire and all over the place
it feels like i have to place all of these 5000 pieces of huge jigsaw puzzle together

note:my brain is on a strike!

6/22/2009

-new look!-

hi there you lots!
i've been wanting to refresh the look of my blog ever since i started it out here
but since i am not the computer savvy type and not to mention i have no whatsoever patience to "godek2" whatsoever gadgets available out there
my vision was left out right the moment i thought about it

now....
since i have the time (which is not suppose to be happening at moments like this)
i come to realize, this is the moment for me to make a reality out of that mere vision
and here it is
i wanted to make my own actually but again
my patience when it comes to "godek2" html,xml,codes and such had never been stable
but even so
this is some of an effort ya?
hope this new look is way more refreshing
i do welcome your critics, comments, bashes etc
i'm in an extraordinary good mood today

*wink*wink*

6/21/2009

-monday blues-

no one can blame anyone for the monday blues fever

the assigned speech is not really 100% done
but since my boss is not around today
i really taking my own sweet time in finishing and refining it
after multiple attempts of refining the speech
i came to know nothing of what i'm trying to portray in the speech

anyway....
my main activity today?
finishing up the speech like hell
and of course
jollying around in the virtual world

dang~~`
this must be because of the speech thingy
i have no idea what on earth i'm trying to say in here
oh well...
some rambling of a drunkard it seems

note:god-damn-bored

6/19/2009

-saturday is a working day-

it's saturday....
i know it is...
but i work on saturday as well

i came into the office today
feeling kinda vague because i am so sure it's weekend
but why am i here in the office?
well...world is harsh...
we have to face it

anyway
i got what i wished for
i am so responsible for dr ray's speech
>_<
very nerve wrecking task
i've been working on the speech for two days now
every now and then i counter check with dr chieng
still there are more to be improve and add
now my ideas are all sucked out clean
i am so out ideas of what to put in
dr ray is not an ordinary director of SPT
he is the FOUNDER, the GODFATHER in SPT
so yes!
it is very nerve wrecking!

i have at least another 2-3 days to complete the full text
since i am not such a writer and much of a talker
it would do great if you lots stop by and review, comment, bash and whatever on the text that i've completed as of now

Sea Party Technology Co. Ltd assisted by its six wholly-owned subsidiaries had envisioned to propel the Malaysian agriculture sector by investing in the Tanjung Manis Halal Park. Being the first one-stop Halal Park in East Malaysia for upstream and downstream Halal Food and manufacturing activities, it offers tremendous potential and opportunity to capture the increasing demand for halal products from both Muslim and non-Muslim markets globally.
Among of the anticipated projects proposed by Sea Party Technology Co. Ltd. and its subsidiaries which will cater the agricultural sector are the tilapia fish and shrimp breeding and hatchery as well as the chlorella production. The Integrated Biotech Aqua technology that we incorporate in our operation is highly capable in producing high value and quality marine fish and prawn.
The chlorella production especially has become a powerful material ever since its benefits were discovered. Being a very powerful cleansing and detoxifying agent for the body's health, chlorella is also a strong material to support the upstream and downstream processes here in Tanjung Manis.
With the support and intensives given by the Malaysian government, we are composed in localizing the technology from Taiwan in order to upgrade and enhance the agriculture and aquaculture sector in Malaysia. Malaysia is a blessed country with vast lands and stable in both economic and politic. The assistance given the government is a bonus point in ensuring good quality product.
Agriculture has been more intensive than before with new techniques for controlled production.With the transfer of technology from Taiwan, it is hoped that the proposed projects will alleviate poverty by increasing job opportunities and income levels in coastal communities. Our vendor programmes for example, had given the local coastal communities opportunity to be economically guaranteed. They will be given the proper assistance and training in fish and prawn farming so that they will be capable in producing good quality halal products. These vendor programmes also help in teaching the communities on breeding the fish and prawn though a biotechnological method.
It is known that halal products are products that are complied with the International standards. With such standards given to the products produced by Sea Party Technology Co. Ltd., our group is deemed in producing high value agricultural and aquaculture products to be commercialized into the international markets. Thus manpower is an important part of agriculture competitiveness.
Not only that, we are fairly composed in becoming a vital role-player in the marine aquaculture industry in Malaysia and wanting to ensure the sustainable supply of quality seafood which meets the International certification of food safety.
Furthermore, our projects are eco-friendly and maximize productivity with minimal disturbances to the environment is a proof of our continuity efforts on sustainable development and Earth’s preservation.
Based on these objectives and determination, we hoped that we will be Malaysia's pioneer producer in good quality halal products produced with the aid of biotechnology. Apart from that, we are aiming to capture not only domestic market but the International market as well. With the technology aid from Taiwan, professional supports from National Taiwan Ocean University and assistance by the Malaysian government, we are composed that our projects are capable in upgrading and propelling the agriculture sector.

6/18/2009

-type-type-type-

yeahaa~~~~
another day went by
i was about to finish up my shrimp proposal at least halfway through today
but i think dr chieng forgot that he assigned me the to finish up the proposal
he later asked me to write a minutes from THEIR meeting yesterday!

i was puzzled when he asked me to do so
i didn't even attend the meeting you see
but since his secretary has just started her duty so she wasn't that sure on how to write up one
i guess i owed my skills in writing up minutes to mr ramlee and md zurina for teaching me good
ohohohohoho~~~~

now i am supposed to continue my not-even-halfway-through proposal
but i have to reset my head all over again
to pick up whatever shrimp information i left this morning

with all that done
i have to keep my sanity cool
freezing up in this dead cold office had really taken its toll on me
now i have to juggle my works and cold
i even stopped by the pharmacy to get some pills
things just don't get any interesting than this aight?
do wish me recover in a blink of an eye

p/s: i really want to do dr ray's speech for the ground breaking event.... >_<

6/17/2009

-the fisheries the pictures-





there are lots of other pictures
but these are enough right?
just so to give you the ideas how i managed to go through the place

-the fisheries-

it is only my third day here
but i am so caught up the hectic situation
i thought i am going to suffer from a great boredom in my first week here (as what my sister told me)
but hell she was so wrong about the boredom
i am already in a heap of work here babe!

as i entered the office today
helped kak biya to sort out some documents for dr chieng's meeting
and continued finishing up the proposal on agriculture
then out of the blue
dr chieng came in and said "three (me,nura and timi) of you..off to fish farm at 1030"
i was startled for a moment
took me a good 2 minutes to figure out his orders
then it hit me
i am so wearing my HEELS today!
and didn't he just said fish farm?!

i took another 10 minutes to gather all of my souls that suddenly puffed out of me the moment i realized the heels thingy
then i just go up to dr chieng and said "you'll see what girls from ump can do with heels at the fish farm"
then off we go
i was supposed to take pictures of the fish farm and the fishes
but since i love cameras and the cameras love me
me and nura went cam-whoring for sometime

it has been an interesting day for me today
the not so interesting part is having to finish up a proposal on shrimp
yikes~~~
fishes in the morning
shrimp in the evening
a great start and end for a day huh....

you know what...
i think i just turned my lair into my internship logbook
oh~~~
don't get me mistaken people
of course i do my work
i only type on to ramble when i manage to finish a work
at least

okay~~okay~~
i'll continue my readings about the shrimps
let me just finish this one sentence

i will try to upload some pictures some other time


6/14/2009

-first day-

ah-ha!
didn't i tell you lots that i will be back
just like arnold keep on coming back on the terminator
yeah~yeah~

here i am
safely reported myself to Sea Party Technology Sdn Bhd
my first morning went kinda boring
but one of the staff here is really chitty chatty and i loike~~~
i called her kak biya
the first staff i met this morning
did i not mention that i turned up early today
office hour is 830am-5 pm (my sis is so pissed of when she found out...out of jealousy of course)
me however....
turned up in the office like 810am or so
so had a little chitty chatty with kak biya until the big boss arrive

later at 9am
i had a little chitty chatty with dr chieng
i think he handed me some assignments and i was excited
but then it turns up that i only need to surf the net for whatsoever i can on chlorella and stuff
BUT what makes my day brilliant despite this light headache
i got to join all of the staffs to bintulu
there'll be halal hub ground breaking ceremony by PM
and i'll be off to bintulu from 26th to 30th JUNE
yeyeah~~~~

i have to dash now
i think i forgot to mention that the laptop i'm using right now
is the big boss's laptop
nggeeeeee~~~~~~~~

6/03/2009

-break?-

people~~~
i will be flying to kuching end of this week
i have to prepare physically and mentally to start my internship
dang~~~
i do take these small details seriously
couldn't help it
i am a bit workaholic and sometimes perfectionist in what i do (sometimes okay)

because of this
i might not be able to scribble and rambling this and that virtually for some time
i am not quite sure myself when i can get myself online
but if there's opportunity,i shall grab it and make use of it
so do anticipate
because i have to jot down the working life scenery
i don't know why i need to
maybe just to get rid of whatsoever stress that might be clinging on me

so people
adios~~~