-2011-

It's the last weeks of 2011.

I had been planning to write down my 2012 resolutions for next year.

Though previous years, I couldn't care less about these resolutions.

For me, it was a bullshit because it was never being executed as it should be.

Then when I really think back...

The resolutions are no bullshit.

It's me, myself and I that's being ridiculous. That keeps on forgetting and neglecting things that I wanted to achieve and what I wanted to be in years ahead.

This time around, when I laid down my 2012 resolution, I really hope I could achieve and be one or two or three of them.

I do not want to live a sad, boring, meaningless life.

So here goes....

Bismillahhirahmannirrahim....

1) To write/publish at least 2 papers/journals

2) To get half of my theses done

3) To get 80% of my Master of Science done by October

4) Even better, convert to PhD by end of 2012

5) Be more frugal and more active in savings

6) Be a better daughter

7) Be a better believer, follower of Allah the Almighty

8) Be a lover, a wife, a companion? [for this, I need to really be free from 'blue lion' memories and such....thus, it will be on hold for now]

Those are what I want to be.

These are what I want to get.

1) A Lenovo laptop

2) Samsung Note

3) One rack full of shoes

4) Half a cabinet full of bags

5) A bar of 20g of gold

I am trying to keep it realistic.

I am realistic enough to know what are my own potentials and such.

With this, I am praying that I would be able to achieve/get some of these.